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Sunday, December 25, 2011

IN LIKE WITH YOU

She keeps looking at me
With those eyes
Searching for answers
I can't supply

She keeps thinking of me
As her man
But you know, that is a concept
That I really can't understand

True baby, true
I'm in like with you
But don't ask me if I love you
Cause I wouldnt want to lie to you

Theres a hidden kiss
In the lady's smile
A lifetime promise
In my baby's eyes

I keep catching her look
Across a crowded room
And though I try not to hear it
I'm still dancing to her tune

True baby, true
I'm in like with you
But don't ask me if I love you
Cause I wouldn't want to lie to you

Please baby, please
Look, I'm on my knees
Don't ask me
You know the answer better than I do...

I can't love you
In the way you want me to
My heart and mind
Collide
Inside

True baby, true
I'm in like with you
But don't ask me if I love you
Cause I wouldnt want to lie to you

Please baby, please
Look, I'm on my knees
Don't ask me
You know the answer better than I do...

She keeps looking at me
She keeps looking at me
She keeps looking at me
She keeps looking at me

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GOODBYE KISS

Doomed from the start
We met with a goodbye kiss, I broke my wrist
It all kicked off, I had no choice
You said that you didn't mind 'cause love's hard to find
Maybe the days we had are gone, living in silence for too long
Open your eyes and what do you see?
No more laughs, no more photographs

Turning slowly, looking back, see
No words, can save this, you're broken and I'm pissed
Run along like I'm supposed to, be the man I ought to
Rock and Roll, sent us insane, I hope someday that we will meet again
Running wild
Giving it everyone, now that's all done
Cause we burnt out, that's what you do
When you have everything, it can't be true
Maybe the days we had are gone, living in silence for too long
Open you're eyes and what do you see?
The last stand, let go of my hand

Turning slowly, looking back, see
No words, can save this, you're broken and I'm pissed
Run along like I'm supposed to, be the man I ought to
Rock and Roll, sent us insane, I hope someday that we will meet again
You go your way and I'll go my way
No words can save us, this lifestyle made us
Run along like I'm supposed to, be the man I ought to
Rock and Roll, sent us insane, I hope someday that we will meet again

I know I know I know



From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby
You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your love
Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you
Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Box after box and you're still by my side
The weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day
House after house, just like car after car
You see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love
I wake up to the sound of you working
You're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Stick your heart inside of my chest
Keep it warm here while we rest
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you

Monday, April 11, 2011

PERFECT

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
but it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you, proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I DONT LOVE YOU

When you go
So never think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I am not
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless needing
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another loan
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

Monday, February 28, 2011

COVER LATTER

Zulhilmi Bin Abd Ghani
Lot 235 Kampung Serian Dewan Beta,
15100 Kota Bharu,
Kelantan Darul Naim. March 14, 2008

___________________________________________________________________

Human Resources,
ExxonMobil Exploration and Production Malaysia Inc.
Menara ExxonMobil,
50088 Kuala Lumpur City Center,
Kuala Lumpur.

Dear Sir,

RE: APPLICATION FOR THE MECHANICAL TECHANICIAN, INSTRUMENT & ELECTRICAL TECH. AND PRODUCTION TECHNICIAN.


I would like to apply the job as per ExxonMobil advertisement in THE STAR newspaper on March 8, 2008 a few days ago.

I believe that I have the necessary qualifications to meet your requirement. I’m also competent in the using of computers and know some programs such as Ms Word, Excel and Internet. I am conversant in Malay Language and slight conversant in English. I’m hardworking, dedicated and willing to locate in anywhere if required. I enjoy traveling and posses my own transport.

I’m also able to work independently as well as a team and to work late hours and willing to learn something new. I thus believe and confident I am qualified to do the job effectively if I am given the opportunity to prove myself.

Here I'm attaching the application letter and my resume for your reference. . I’m willing to attend an interview at any time convenient to you. Hopefully to receiving favorable reply from you soon.

Thank you,

Yours truly,


……………………
(ZULHILMI BIN ABD GHANI)


Encl,

Saturday, January 8, 2011

ALIF ASYRAF
AAmanah
LLemah-lembut
IIkhlas
FFleksibel
AAlim
SSuci
YYakin
RRamah
AAbadi
FFleksibel
Apa ada pada nama?

SHE SPIDER

After we go to sleep
Our sun rise
I will make it the truth of painfully helping me cover up things
I wish I never had found
Confident
Tangled up in a nice life
Put the spider in you
Watching in
Disregard
You live a nice life
With the spider in you
I saved myself
For someone somewhere's
Sweet caress
Something goes wrong
And all I sought was happiness
And so
In right wing fashion
We'll nurture xenophobia
And be strong
In right wing fashion
With paste and generosity
Because no one is safe
From someone somewhere's
Sweet embrace
And so I have simply decided
To dislike you now

MIDNIGHT SUN

Waking up, with sunbeams in my eyes
And the world outside, seems to pass me by
Embrace the land, where the ocean meets the sand
And emotion fades away, until you take my hand

[Chorus]
I will be coming with you, tonight
You're all that I want, you're all I have, you're all I need
Oh, oh you will be shining on me
Like a midnight sun you're the only one who can set me free
You will set me free

Still so young and anxious to be free
But now I'm trapped inside, with all these memories
There's more than this, if you open up your eyes
And then soon you will realize, those days are all gone

[Chorus]

We need to find a way to live
There's more to take, there's more to give
We try so hard, we try so hard and this time
we're on our way

[Chorus]
Like a midnight sun you're the only one who can set me free
Like a midnight sun
Like a midnight sun
Like a midnight sun

MY LOVER

This night calls for another man's death
Imagining things I'm a paranoid mess
Breaking down in a place like heaven
Got a call for a drinking lesson
Need some time to wake up
Time to clear your mind
Time before you erupt
Need someone before you screw up

[Chorus]
Oh mother please let me know
I'm calling home from way up the road
I need my pride by my side
I need my pride by my side

I know you wanna to beat my lover
I know you wanna beat, beat my lover
You've nowhere to go
Now you're bleeding through every door/floor

Symbolic gesture for a card in your hand
Shake it up with the cake in the sand
I want more money than a bank can hold
And all the things I've already sold
Need some time to wake up
Time to clear your mind
Time before you erupt
Need someone before you screw up

When You're Gone


by The Cranberries

Give it up...Hold on to love, that is what I doNow that I've found youAnd from above, everything's stinkingThey're not around youAnd in the night I could be helplessI could be lonely slipping without you1-And in the day, everything's complex There's nothing simple when I'm not around you But I miss you, when you're gone That is what I do, hey baby, baby It's hard to carry on, that is what I do, hey baby Give it up...Hold on to my handsI feel I'm sinking, sinking without youAnd to my mind, everything's stinkingStinking without youAnd in the night I could be helplessI could be lonely, slipping without you(repeat 1)Hey baby...

Friday, June 11, 2010

Electric

I've got my finger on the phone
I never thought it'd take me so long
Girl, don't ever let them put you down
Don't ever let them push you around
Crush, and all the thing Ive left behind
And when I started think of to be another time
I'll never mind
And I am
I'm Electric
I just want to dance
I'm Electric
I just want to dance
I wanna be loved by you
I'm Electric
I just want to dance
I'm Electric
I just want to dance
I wanna be loved by you
And when the night is closing in
Can you hear me calling within
Crush, and all the things I've left behind
And when we take the stage tonight you'll be on my mind
Yes, you'll be the one
And I am
Electric
I just want to dance
Electric
I just want to dance
I wanna be loved by you
I'm Electric
I just want to dance
I'm Electric
I just want to dance
I wanna be loved by you
And when we take the stage tonight you'll be on my mind
Yes, you'll be the one
And I am
And I am
I wanna be loved by you
I'm Electric
I just want to dance
I'm Electric
I just want to dance
I wanna be loved by youuu

Wildhearts

you can do what you want
you can tear me apart
you can take what you want
but you can´t have my heart

it´s been so long since i rested
my head on the ground
will you feel regret
when i´m not around

when i´m not around

and the stars never shine for the wild hearts
and we lost it all so fast
we were not meant to last

and the stars never shine for the wild hearts
you´ve been wandering on your own
and now you´re coming home

oh and time is never on your side
and your heart is growing old and tired
oh and time is never on your side

Mando Diao Go Out Tonight
You and me, you and me
Will always find a salty sea
To clean our wounds and
find our self esteem
it's you and me forever

Funeral, I hope my time will come when
all is gone,
When all the violins play
the saddest songs
My love for you will rise up and sing

I will go out tonight
don't wanna waste my time
I feel I'm bound to fly
And I don't love you no more
I say I'm heading out

don't wanna waste my pride
I will go out tonight
And I don't love you no more

So did I!
I recognize myself in all your lies
It doesn't matter what you say tonight
You guide me through our satire
Let's drink up for those who left us
Standing at the gates of dawn
And all the bastards leaving us without a cause
They'll trail us down and kill us

I will go out tonight
don't wanna waste my time
I feel I'm bound to fly
And I don't love you no more
I say I'm heading out
don't wanna waste my pride
I will go out tonight
And I don't love you no more

Monday, March 1, 2010

From The Bottom Of My Heart



Fire on the porch on a summer's night
All of my things are there inside
Black smoke rise up, burn on burn higher
I smell leaves and burning tires
Dogs in the meadows barking wild
Blackbird rise up, tell me what have you done
I'm not drunk and I'm not sad
There's nothing inside that I want back
Let me touch your lips, let me see where you're at
Do you wonder how I am tonight
Then don't lose time looking in my eyes
Not every tear means you're gonna cry
From the bottom of my heart
Comes a cold dark feeling
There is nothing but dust
In the layers I'm peeling
From the bottom of my heart
Beats a rattling drum
Marching back up the steps
Into the rays of the sun
Under crushing skies of grays
Paralyzed with phantom pains
Before this room became just a place
Where I just sleep through endless days
Spinning webs and carving names
Where thoughts break up, exploding in space
But I once crossed a quarter mile
Through black pools of razor wire
And cut through steel
With the edge of a file
While singing rhapsodies in stride
Hellbent and dignified
Now my time has come
Who you fooling and why?
From the bottom of my heart
Comes a cold dark feeling
There is eminent death
To the promise I'm keeping
From the bottom of my heart
Comes an army of one
Marching back up the steps
Into the rays of the sun
Pale-faced and hollowed eyes
Buried under ruptured skies
Not every smile
Means I'm laughing inside
Two-faced and compromised
I've enraptured you with lies
Everything means nothing
And tonight everything is mine
From the bottom of my heart
Comes a cold dark feeling
I have buried so much
In the layers I'm peeling
From the bottom of my heart
A battle will come
Coming up from the depths
Into the rays of the sun
From the bottom of my heart
Comes a cold dark feeling
Wrapped around tight
With no sign of leaving
From the bottom of my heart
A ballad is sung
Through a whisper she comes
Into the rays of the sun

Lovers Are Losing



I dreamed I was drowning
In the river Thames
I dreamed I had nothing at all
Nothing but my own skin
I dreamed I was drifting
On the howling wind
I dreamed I had nothing at all
Nothing but my own skin
Slipped away from your open hand
Into the river
Saw your face looking back at me
I saw my past
And I saw my future
You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
'Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things
Looks like
The lovers are losing
I dreamed I was watching
A young lover's dance
I reached out to touch your hand
But I was watching from a distance
We cling to love like a skidding car
Clinched to the corner
I try to hold on to what we are
The more I squeeze the quicker we all are
You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
'Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things
Looks like
The lovers are losing
I dreamed I had nothing at all (nothing but my own skin)
I dreamed I had nothing at all (nothing but my own skin)
I dreamed I had nothing at all (nothing nut my own skin)
I dreamed I had nothing at all
You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
'Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But anyway you look at things
Looks like
The lovers are losing
You take the pieces of the dreams that you have
'Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor
You're full of hope as you begin rearranging
Put it all back together
But in the final reckoning
Looks like
The lovers are losing

Glory To The Brave

Snow is falling down on this glorious land
colors fading, turning into white again
To fallen heroes angels sting, they cry their winter tears
endless mourning days will turn to years
So this is goodbye, I take leave of you and
spread your wings and you will fly away now, fly away now
Nothing on earth stays forever
but none of your deeds were in vain
Deep in our hearts you will live again
you're gone to the home of the brave
Every solemn moment I will treasure inside
even though it's hard to understand
that a silent wind can blow that candle out
taking everything leaving the pain far behind
You call out my name, but your voice is fading
into the wind, embraced, you'll fly away now, fly away now
Nothing on earth stays forever
but none of your deeds were in vain
Deep in our hearts you will live again
you're gone to the home of the brave
My eyes are closed I feel you're faraway (so close)
far beyond that shining star
I know you'll find what you've been fighting for
far beyond that shining star
Down on bended knee I pray, bring courage to these souls
make'em live forever in the heart of the bold
So I say farewell my friends, I hope we'll meet again
when my time has come to fall from the grace
So this is goodbye, I take leave of you and
spread your wings and you will fly away now, fly away now
Nothing on earth stays forever
but none of your deeds were in vain
Deep in our hearts you will live again
you're gone to the home of the brave

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